I Don't Know What I Must Feel

First, I want to say that MAYBE I have to give up with you. MAYBE I have to use my white flag.

TO. FORGET. YOU.

Back again to my heart. I don't know what I have to feel too. I'm LABIL. I want to keep straight this fate. To always love you but based on logic MAYBE it's useless to be done. Because I know MAYBE I don't have anymore chance :(

And MAYBE I'm not included again in your eye range. I'm not someone whom you ever always thaught about just like you said before on 10th May 2010. And it's hard to have your heart. You always have my heart. ALWAYS. You ALWAYS have it from the beginning. But, I won't ever have yours. So sick :')

And MAYBE my friends' words are true. MAYBE I have to let you go. MAYBE I have to forget you. MAYBE and always MAYBE.

You know why I use word "MAYBE" from the beginning? Because what I've written before I can't guarantee I can do all of them. If only I try to do that, MAYBE I can't do in 100%.  So what should I do in the end? I don't know.

And, I you ask me why I still have this feeling until now, just like I ever said to you.

I. DON'T. KNOW.

I love you with no reason. I even don't know what is something special from you which has made me like this. All I know is I love you just the way you are.

And ALWAYS I want to say, I'm sorry for ever turning from you. I'm ever turning from you two times. I'm sorry because I can't keep always my feeling with you. But, it's not my fault at all. Why don't you ever say a GOODBYE to me if you don't want me to always feel like this? You know, I ever asked you to be my brother, but you didn't want. WHY?

You ever felt like to give me a chance by becoming close with me, but why in the end you pull yourself from me?

And I'm sorry if I've ever been overacting with you. Been so freak with you. But that's all just to make you sure that I'm ALWAYS waiting for YOU. ALWAYS.

And now I'll keep silent. I promise.

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

I love You :)

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that’s not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
And I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

Yeah - Oh.
Oh.

Even though we didn’t make it through
I am always here for you
You

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[chorus]
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la la (That’s why I love you)