I should stop. I shouldn't let it be liked this!

I think day by day it's kinda got bigger and bigger.
I don't know how to describe it.
Indeed I didn't meet him everyday,
But this feeling is successful in entering my heart inside.

Maybe me and him didn't talk too much.
Didn't send text messages everyday.
Though it's only by twitter or maybe ym.
I've already been happy if I have talked something with him.

Just like today.
It's really made me crazy.
You see your beloved person but you can't even say anything to him.
Even say HELLO!
Oh shit maaaaaaaan.
It's really made me feel so saaaaaaaad! :'(
I just can see him by a glance from far then I have to turn my face back if he by accident realizes it.

Whereas I seldom meet him.
I seldom to talk with him when I meet him in class.
But why? WHY???
Why I have to have feeling like this with him? :(
I'm so sick when my friends tease me with him.
My friends say that I'm suitable with him.
I'm happy to hear that but I have to throw away that feeling.
I feel that he still loves his beloved person in past.
Yes, his EX.
And I think he doesn't have any feeling with me.
So, please stop teasing me with him :(
If in fact he doesn't have any feeling with me, it's really make me *yeah* hurt :(

I really don't wanna think about him, but it's already.
I really don't wanna imagine him, but it's already.
Please stop hanging around my head :(
And I should stop myself from the beginning.
I shouldn't let my heart to go deeper than it.
But, I can't control myself when I see him.
I don't know why but I just can't take my eyes from him.
Every time I have a chance to see him, I'll see him for sure.
Have I fallen in love with him?